I have been having some insane dreams lately. Last night I had a dream I was flying around in a spaceship looking for hostile planets. I have no idea why. I was with 2 other people, I have no idea who they were, but they were the ones firing the huge guns at the planets and I was giving them orders. (Nice!)
We came upon a small green planet, and started shooting it. Once we felt we had done enough damage we decided to land on the planet and check it out. We landed near a park. I could see giant FRUIT everywhere. Apparently the guns on my ship shot giant fruit, mostly strawberries. Yep, we were trying to destroy a planet by firing giant fruit at it. What the hell?
We went to the park and I noticed on the bottom of the slide there was a tiny goldfish dressed up as a cop. It looked sad and like it needed water. I remember my dream self wanting to put the fish in my water bottle to save him, but I didn’t know if Earth water was the same as this planets water and if that was even what the fish needed. The fish was the only form of life we could find, though there were shops and statues of T-Rex’s all around the park.
We tried to communicate with the fish…he just looked at us. We decided to leave the park and head for a T-Rex statue to read the inscription under it. I never made it to the statue cause I woke up. That was probably one of the weirdest dreams I have ever had, yet I can remember it in very good detail, so I thought I would share it with you guys, lol. Now you all think I am crazy.
I have been SO BUSY lately. I feel like I am ignoring all my on line buddies. JRANE I haven’t talked to you guys in a while….sorry about that. I have got a lot of stuff on my mind and lately any time I have goes to packing. I have got my backroom back! (Angela finally got all her crap out of there!) It has become my base of operations for all my packing. It’s awesome cause I have plenty of room to just sort things out into to ‘keeping’, ‘good will’ and ‘trash’ piles and then box them accordingly. 
I do have a problem though, I get in these moods where I dump out EVERYTHING I have packed and then go thru it again throwing more stuff in the ‘good will’ and ‘trash’ piles. I am a HUGE pack rat, I am trying to get over that, but sometimes I put something in the ‘good will’ pile then the ‘keeping’ pile, then back to the ‘good will’ then back to the ‘keeping’ LOL! I think I am going to make an undecided pile or something.
I don’t know why I have been packing so much lately. Yes, I am moving, but I still do not know WHEN. I don’t think I am mentally/emotionally ready to leave yet so I am making myself be physicallyable to leave at any time to make up for it. It makes no sense, but I don’t know. I am trying not to stress over the move. I don’t want to rush myself and have another outburst like I did a few weeks ago…(Goodbye blog, lol) but at the same time, I WANT to move NOW. Does that make sense, wanting to move NOW, but not thinking I am quite ready yet, so then I make myself get physically ready since I am not mentally ready…wait…what? LOL! I don’t know, I am not going to try and figure myself out.
