Plastic Stars by Freezepop is currently stuck in my head, thus the title, LOL.
So, wow, I have not posted here in forever. School, work, games, and the best boyfriend ever have been keeping me busy. Everything has been pretty awesome…well mostly. This week has been…ummm. Two weeks ago I went to the Dr and she told me not to lose any weight. I went back to the Dr on Tuesday and I had lost 8 lbs, I am also 1/2 an inch shorter. Crap. I was told to start taking calcium and monitor what I eat until I go back to the doctor. I have been trying to eat healthy, but damn, that is expensive.
I still have no explanation as to why I am wasting away because my Dr was more concerned about something else she found, 6 tumors in my cervix. Holy damn. I also tested positive for HPV (Genetic, not STD) which increases the chance of those tumors being the C word by about majillion. (That means a shit ton) On the 2nd of March I go back to the Dr to have them removed with …ACID! Holy damn, ouch!!! The 15th I go to a specialist and get and utlrasound done as well as other tests to see if anything has spread or if there are any other tumors.
So that was all dropped on me on Tuesday. I thought I was fine with it all, but I was pretty much a walking wreck. I feel better about it now. I mean, why worry about something I can do nothing about? Besides I have other things on my mind now…
Yesterday I got to work and was instantly told to go to my bosses office for a meeting. I went down to her office and saw the president of our company there. …oh balls. I sat at a table with My boss, the president of our company, and me. That is it! Just us three. (Yeah, I was damn nervous) It was then I was informed that our office in Sheldon will be closed down in April. I was being laid off. Crap. So come April I will have no job and probably a ton of medical bills and no insurance…yay. I will be able to collect unemployment but I am not sure how that whole process works since I am also a student. I have no idea of what to do about the medical bills. That is a tad stressful, but even if I still had my job my medical bills would be far to expensive for me to pay.
Surprisingly I am rather chipper about it all. Worrying will get me no where. Seems likes someone is trying to tell me it is time for a change. Plus, I get to drink these super tasty awesome fruit smoothies and protien shakes! (Really they are GOOD!) I also am going to VA in March and I cannot wait!
On an extra happy note school is going awesome. Keeping my 4.0! w00t! Web Design is a ton of fun as well as Linux and Data Abstraction and Structures! I seem to be breezing through them all and I can’t figure out if it is cause the classes are cake or if I am just EXTREMELY SMRT! (LOL!) I am going to go with the cake thing… 
